I found myself the other day complaining yet again about being hot, pregnant and how I can't wait till september. I then realized I never get this back, I never get my second pregnancy back. September will come and if I don't learn to just "be" in this time Ill find myself wishing for more time to pass. Where am I in such a hurry to get to? Wherever it is I want to go I will surely get there so I need to enjoy today for exactly what today is.
I remember when Bryson was a baby, heck even a toddler and Id just wish that he would sleep threw the night. Guess what at the age of 2 he started sleeping threw the night every night just like I had wished. You know what I was sad that I wished away those nights of picking him up out of his crib at 2am and brining him into my bed and smelling his sweaty head, and laying in the most uncomfortable positions and waking up to tiny eyes and a little voice that said "HI". I miss it just like Ill miss my second pregnancy. So Im writing this to my future self to not wish for time to pass, or milestones to be learned, or independence to be conquered. Enjoy, enjoy today for what today is even if your tired, or hot, or grumpy, or huge and pregnant. This is the journey of life and its amazing.
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